All I can say at this very moment is count the blessings that you have received. Regardless how big or small the blessing is the most important there is how to appreciate it heartily. I am telling this because I always want to remember that not all the earthly things we wanted in life can be granted. If there are some that has been fulfilled I am sure that is because we are so determined in achieving it. Well, anyway whatever blessings we receive in life let's know how to give thanks to the Lord and ask for more.lol!